viewing a new placment

Ive already viewed one place and I had another one to view on wensday before I was allowed to decide which one I can say I can move to for them to start the funding process etc its a residential building with a linked college both just for adults with autism it is called ESPA . I had a couple of meltdowns before going I had to go in the company mobility van which charges 25p a mile for all residents it was in Sunderland somewhere im not a fan of anyway knowone knrew the adress only the home manager did and she was in a emergency meeting the first meltdown I kicked the walls repeatedly and kicked a mop bucket until it smashed I was supost to be meeting my social worker very soon and they couldnt contact her because she was driving there so the second meltdown kicked off I yanked the locked front doors open and ran down towards the main road a staff and behaviour therapist brought me back into the building where I sat once more eventually the manager come down it was a break in her meeting she got upset at others because she failed to write the adress in the staff comunication book she told staff the adress then he went to look for a sat nav adding to my stress to eventually get maps printed to only as soon as we just started the journey to put the postcode in his phone sat nav !! Realy ?? After all that ?? We got halfeay there and had to stop because staff got a phone call turns out we had the wrong adress half a hour later and a wpnky sat nav and we got there I dont like the place after all that anyways!  Im not allowed to say i dont like the place and that I like the first place I went to until Monday...even though I already know thats my decision  .. social workers honestly