autism headbanging

A autism issue that has been running me tagged this past week and a half more then it ever has done im not sure whats causing it to happen but its happening on and off all day every single day heres a photo from the first night

I am lucky that I have my curly curt smith perm of hair to cussion the front of my head or it would have been a lot worse.

I bang every area of my head wich is avalible as the staff are allways blocking it off with there hands - the portion of staff that dont ignore me anyways. Often its ended with lorazapam doses.  A tablet that Im starting to get fed up with taking because it makes me worse the next day which makes me take it again which is a horrible cycle of PRN hell that im currently going through. This past week and a half i havent even felt human I've just felt like a angry object with my head feeling like a ticking time bomb that wanting to explode all over the wall that I am banging it against top this with extremely messed up dreams every night. This blog writing is very theraputic. Heres to a head banging free next week..